TASHY HEARS

CIRCLES

Last year (2016) was seven years since I returned to England after a roller-coaster ride around some parts of the rest of the world. Funnily enough, that journey had taken seven years too. Taking a moment to reflect, I realised that my life has, in many cases, run in seven year cycles. I can pinpoint a life-changing event which happened every seven years since way back.

This song, then, at this very moment, seems entirely appropriate for how I feel now. The big difference is that, after a chance comment from someone a couple of years ago, I have stopped a very important part of that circle. I no longer get involved with, nor have high expectations of, anyone with whom I come into contact.

I always thought those I related to, those I had dealings with, those I lived with, loved and worked with, were genuine. I used to accept their criticisms of my failings as coming from people who had none themselves, mainly because that is how they appeared. Over time, I found out things were different and so, now, in the late autumn of my life, and this year, I see others not for how they wish to appear bot how they are. I don't judge but similarly I don't need.

Although, therefore, all my life may have been a circle, somewhat like the spirograph of old, my circles are not based a fixed centre. The next circle is soon to begin. I can't wait.

This video from 1972 of the song “Circles” is by a group called The New Seekers which was put together by one of the original Seekers, Keith Potger. When I was in Australia in 2005 I had the pleasure to meet with Keith who, despite his worldwide success as a recording artist was the most genuine, modest person you could meet.